The work file for this is gone due to my whole hard drive crashing after an attempt to install Ubuntu. It really sucks. I always have backing up in the back of my head but I always feel like it's fine, you'll do it soon. This is the second time I've lost my working files (I think).

To make matters worst, another semester of college is on the way. Don't get me wrong, I love it, the fun parts; meeting different interesting cats, going to the gym, and having that on your own feeling. But it cost, costs a lot. Every semester I have to come up with the guts to ask my father for grande of money. I feel bad, he has too many kids, too many bills, and not in the best health. It's as if I am responsible and perhaps I am in someways. I ask myself, why didn't I get a scholarship? Why can't I get a good enough job that will pay for this (for whatever reason, I though working 40 hrs/week at KFC my senior will do... what an idiot). Now I think he's drained and it's time to for me to start taking out more loans. Sigh, outlook on life is a little blurry right now but hope I will make it.